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Hey everyone! Hw's everyone doing? It's been quite a bit. Thank you everyone that has checked on me and dropped by to ask if i'm doing ok, rly appreciate it. x

Well, a lot happened since i last blogged... i got even more ill...really ill, kept going back and forth hospital and having all sorts of tests.

Mummy came over to babysit. Lol! well duh, i don't have a baby, i'm the baby. It was really nice having my ma over. I did not even move a muscle. She did not let me do nada, and she let me stay in bed forever, and cooked for me. It was great, lol! I loved every minute of it.

The whole being ill thing made me realise a few thing that i kinna already knew but i got confirmation on...

1) I LOVE MUMMY and she loves me too

2) I have unreliable friends

Thing with me is, i don't use the term friend loosely... but even amongst the few friends i have now, there are only two that i feel like i can rely on no matter what. This hypothesis was proved when i was ill and i had have a procedure done in hospital. I was gonna be sedated and so the doctor told me to come with someone that would take me home after. Well the two reliable ones were already back in uni, so i had to settle for the unreliable ones. Well of course they had excuses, infact one was so insensitive about the whole thing that i have been too irritated to reply her text asking me how the thing went. The thing though is that when this happened, i wasnt pissed cause it did not come as i surprise. I remember saying to myself "I can't be begging anyone to come to hospital with me". Meanwhile my mum was a no go area, intentionally, i hadnt even told her about the sedation, i know my mum she'd have freaked out and probably ended up crying. Anyways my brother went with me.

I remember when i got to the hospital, the nurse asked if i wanted the throat spray method or sedation, i said to her "do i look like the throat spray type?" she laughed. She said ok then, sedation it is. By the way, the thing i had done is called an 'endoscopy' i was gonna post a link and or explain in detail but i'd leave that to Dr Naapali. They basically stick a tube down your throat thru ur oesophagus/stomach; did i mention this tube has a camera attached to it. Like i said consult Dr N for further explanation.

It was my first experience with sedation, it was strange. I remember wondering how long i would be out of it for... and what if i was out of it for too long. I prayed to God to keep me as i wasnt done on earth yet. Obviously i was jus being silly, the procedure was quite quick. I have very little memory of the incident as i was out of it. I woke up in the middle of the procedure though and my gag reflex went into overdrive, i was gagging on the tube stuck down my throat, i tried to pull it out, lol! they put me back to sleep i guess... that's all i remember.

The doctor did find what she was looking for and i'm taking medication now. I'm feeling great. My loving mother went back to her husband last monday and i came back to school on thursday. I moved into my new flat. I Love it here, its very peaceful and private + i have a nice view, its right by the river.

I felt a certain urge to post poetry so here goes

It’s wonderful to know that you love me
It’s beautiful the way you look at me
Amazing is how you treat me like your very own
Never have I had a love so captivating
Never have I met one with a heart so enduring
Never have seen eyes so beautifully penetrating . . .

May be i'd finish it later.

I hope you all have a fabulous week!

Love,

Ef babe

P.S.

Jaybaba is done! how grand is that? He is now Jaybaba Bsc(Comp. Sci), Msc(IT & Management), Msc(International Business). Bloody Geek!